these bad dreams are killing me. 

i have a sprained ankle and mononucleosis of the heart and what appears to be some terrible karma [so much for soccer salvation]

also, there was a mouse in the tub today.

we named him Raphael 

Mais,

esprit de l'escalier 

i just want you to know, i miss you like Hell

Zup931 (8:32:22 PM): though i saw a spain/south africa soccer game today and wanted to see spain

Zup931 (8:32:32 PM): and return to south africa

Zup931 (8:32:43 PM): and spin around three times and end up in a land with munchkins

Zup931 (8:33:02 PM): good thing i'm in graduate school

some day

there are colors in my head i haven't figured out how to paint out yet 

i can't even explain how much tonight hurt 

holy fucking pain

"You will hear thunder and remember me, and think; she wanted storms..."     -Anna Akhmatova

   

lightning strikes over the water

one mississippi. 

two mississippi. 

thunder shakes the house

from the inside out 

the sky is illuminated 

            again

  and 

  again 

across the horizon

  the waves flash pink 

  from electricity 

sunset colors 

directly in front

  of you

                       of me

one mississippi . 

two mississippi .

three 

i felt it this time

  from the inside out 

completely inside of me. 

instant obsession

(black iris)

pleasant of sorts

wal-mart surpassed the 400 billion dollar profit mark last year. i think i might throw up. 

fear and loathing takes on new meanings 

welcome: strawberry season

the sun set pink just for you tonight 

driving a fire-apple red convertible down all sorts of lonely roads 

In My Dreams.

'how would horatio alger handle this situation?' 

'stay calm, stay calm'