inside all of us

wanderlust

watched Fight Club tonight

anxious for life

back to not sleeping.

Idealism.

My hero growing up.

"The state of a family's health should not depend on the state of a family's wealth."

You will be missed. Now, more than ever.

True love only comes in blonde

this is not for you

a lot came back

'I still remember'

a lot of sad now, but so much good too.

'why don't you, don't you'

'this is not for you'

the tears kept my cheeks cool the first few songs . it was something like heaven.

Do you always want to be someplace you're not?

Me,

I like it right here.

right now,

it's beautiful.

drowning in uuu (10:07:56 PM): and the whole time it was so hard to eat bc i thought i was going to throw up

drowning in uuu (10:08:09 PM): and i didn't know what to do with myself

drowning in uuu (10:11:35 PM): then i heard a phenomenal array of songs on the ride home and i realized i felt really good

Today [inchronologicalorder]:

sailing

jet-skiing

wakeboarding

biking

heartbreak.

obsession and it's so hot lately i'm sweating just sitting here

summer arrived at last but you're still missing from my life

bonfires and midnight swims in steel blue beneath a chill moon

i've got seaweed stuck in my suit

and no place to go from here

this game [th]is life

90 minutes is all i need to remember me

my first undefeated season, and it's all over now