happy holidaze

((still standing))

Merry Christmas & I love you!

bitten.

it's back, let's go.

soccer&hockey lately. bruised ribs and blue legs. and it's all i want to do.

smiling

hamofdoom (11:06:44 PM): I want to wake up in your picturesque apartment and sit at the table by the window, watching coffee steam fog the view.

tristeavril94 (11:07:13 PM): that's beautiful Notes

hamofdoom (11:07:25 PM): you're beautiful Funk

liar.

she drips tears but doesn't cry

silent vibrations working through her eyes

strange noises tonight

47minutes in darkness is infinitely different than 47minutes in lightness

please let me sleep it's christmas time

so disappointed lately

were we setting ourselves up? hoisting the hopes of a nation on a presidential candidate's shoulders? but then the impossible...seemingly...happened. and he won. black, young, smooth as hell and all. and tears flowed and hope hovered. but eleven months in and it's things back to normal. no upset of the status quo and Krugman says you're listening to all the wrong assholes.

and so

i'm stuck looking for more schools in canada

tomorrow!tonight!

i always get so nervous going into these things, like i am going to act or show some kind of inner idiot, give myself away for not belonging. but where? this is where my heart is. dear head, hurry the fuck up and follow suit.

also. first snowstorm of the season. and i loved.every.moment.

so it begins.