I made a valentine's card for David,

it brought a grumbled smile. 

All I really wanted to do was rip that disease right out of his body. 

Tear it cell.by.fucking.cell.  away from everything it has stolen.

Throw it in the spring thaw,

wake up the ignorant bliss of suburban landscape

with their drainage ditch 'waterfrontage' CRISES. 

((Maybe next time Open Your Eyes and don't build your house in a fucking swamp.)) 

Throw it in the innocent's mud

Create the immunity of a child built up by playing in the dirt. 

Let it distill as it dries up in the approaching sun.

 

but There is Nothing left except a card 

and useless screamsandtears over how much I wish I could help him. 

yet the answer is So obvious. 

Someone just needs to make sense of 

how helpless this society is.